mood: down.

It’s 11:33pm right now, another half hour to my birthday. The first time I celebrated without Veronica. Honestly I miss her company, a lot. Have been thinking about it but I don’t think we would ever get back together, not so soon. There’s so much things happening right now, and I am so busy with my internship I couldn’t feel my own legs when I’m walking home. 

So tired.

I’m sure it will just be like another day, tomorrow. But I will surely be strong, of course.

On the other hand, it is finally the time to let go of Nabilah. End my first love, after 10 years of knowing each other, you are officially someone’s and I can’t do anything at my will. I hope you will always be a good friend of mine, for the years to come. 

It is a sad year for me, please let me be strong to endure this, strengthen my will. 

You have always been painting my entire world.