mood: disheartened..
Deep Tears
I’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But even though you’re still with me inside my memories
I’ve been alone all along..

love, i’m sorry.
i know you’re expectations of me is high but,
i can’t change
cause this had always been me
even when i tried real hard to be an understanding person
noone really did understand me
and all i ever wanted for someone who just simply accept me for who i am..
that’s all, love.

i’m sorry again love