mood: obnoxious
Sign
The dreams I catch always change shape
And before I realize it, I’ve lost everything
But I know

Whenever I look back at yesterday, my heart aches
I’m going to search for the forgotten fragments of a memory
In a tomorrow I can’t see

I believe my dream, is short-lived but
In this corner of the world
I wait for those brilliant days
As I endure loneliness
It will never disappear
A sign of wish

On sleepless nights, I keep searching alone
Until one wish reaches a star that’s about to disappear
You already know

That you will get stronger, that you are lonely
I’ll awaken and take flight through the sky
As if chasing a distant phantom

A rainbow melts into that zinnia-covered hill
There the sun is laughing and I believe in a brilliant dream
I’m always looking at it
A sign of wish

Saturday of December 22nd:
okay so today never did went out anywhere. slacked, marathon-ed, cook-ed, slept and marathon-ed again.
this post is gonna fill with my bottled feelings so bear with me.

Friendship:
what does this word means to me, when those surrounds me sometimes are just too much, and all i can do is just kept quiet. and when i wanted to be alone and walk back home, they just forced me to stay and said those fucking words.
to me now, it don’t mean a thing. and i hope as 2008 comes by, it will be a new refreshing start. and i will try to begin it from my new school!
if all those wishes i wrote came true. then all i can say is that, wishes are real.
but i hope i will still have those people who still are o-kay with me.
that time when i was alone, i really felt like shouting out loud. but i couldn’t.
my socialness with people too has gotten worst i think. cause, i can’t really communicate well with some people.
especially from my schoolmates.
i just hope they will do fine for those who will go to secondary 5.
this feelings just empty but..

i will live on, for that promise..