mood: confused
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Breathing in the distance
As if I’ve become transparent
It seemed to be the dark
But I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers
And wait for a new day
To the end of the sea
That shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People’s hearts move
And want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle
Brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing
On the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle
Begins to shine on boats again

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after another
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

Thursday of 13th December:
woke up around 1+, 2nd brother was angry so didn’t online, slacked until 2+, & ended up making an appointment with farhaimi & lukman.
went to esplanade by 196, walked to clarke quay && went to Audio House to window shop for MP3/MP4 or earpiece/headphones.
ended up farhaimi buying an iLuv earpiece for $19.
so ate at macdonald’s there & met raimi.
there, we sat along the riverside & slacked until 8+,
so yeah, walked back towards esplanade and chilled around marina square.
we played some mind games & went home around 10.
the “them” wanted to meet us, soo we decided not to & avoided them by splitting our ways.
sooo lukman & me while farhaimi & raimi.
we learned a few cool move for cutting people’s lane.
soo yeah, mrt-ed to bedok adventure park and slacked there..
soo, at 11+, went home by 38 & here i am.

i don’t really.. know anymore, love.

psps: i’m trying real hard..