im crying again.
i’ve never felt this feeling before.
this feeling of unappreciation.
i’d msg everytime u were online. and i’ve got no reply. or sometimes. reply. but BUSY
i’d call u everytime, open a conversation, but you seems not to even care.
i’d sms u everytime. no matter when, but all i got are short messages. or even.. no reply..
i’d wished you good night every night, but all i get was nothing. you didn’t once even tried to wish me.
and its easy to say u’re at fault but then, u’ll only realise it when i pin point..
& u’d say u’ll msg me later but then, that later will never come..
& i make jokes for u to laugh but all you say was you are tired and you wanted to study.
& i’d say i & i’d treat u like my nearly everything, when u only treat me just as your MERE friend.
& i’d cry everyday to sleep thinking of “ah. when would i meet her” when i know u are sleeping tight..
& i’d said that i’m dying, & all u say was. “NOTHING”
& i’d write letters. 8 altogether. showing my feelings, and what u did was just nothing..
& i’d smile everytime i heard u laugh when the next day, you msg me just to say that you treat me just as a FRIEND.
& i’ve hurt so much when all you say was,i’m sorry. when its all too late..
& i’m crying right now at this very moment. typing this post..
& i did everything to make u believe in me, but all u said was i’am afraid..
& i can’t continue this.. but i won’t give up..
what would you do if u were me..